I am looking back and think.... wow I have changed!
I don’t even recognize myself anymore , this came to mind as I am listening to some people around me complaining about their life.
In the past I would have been right there with them complaining , but I find myself just wondering now , on how is this useful in our life?
Is it because that’s all we knew? or how we where raised, or do we complain because it is a way of fitting in with the crowd that we surround ourselves with?
What I have realized is that the more you complaining about something that its not working the more of that you will have.
This is not a judgment , it is an observation that made me aware of how much I have changed, and grown.
I am now more aware of the words and thoughts that I allow to take space in my mind, and awareness ,whatever you feed on, the more of the same grows.
I am so grateful to have been able to work with all my teachers along my path, they all played a big part in my life, and they all still do.
Not all the teachers are spiritual teachers, they are friends and ex's , family, grocery clerk, that annoying driver in front of me , and anyone that I come across on a day to day basis, when you are aware of the energetic vibrations, and the possibility of the why things are happening .
Spiritual awareness is a progress and a process, for the opportunity to do and be better then I was yesterday, it is not a competition, it is not a race to the finish line, it needs to have a balance in my life.
I have lost my way in the past, these were times when I pushed too hard, and became too focused and consumed by evolving spiritually, thats when my life became imbalanced, and instead of going forward I ended up going backward .
We are already on our spiritual path, that is why we came here on Earth, is to have the duality experience, feeling all the different emotions that we are not able to feel on our original star light-body .
I am ok, and understand now of all the challenges I have gone through the things I needed to change in myself, and that there are still challenges I will have face, the difference is that I am more aware of the emotional impact and how to navigate them when they appear on my path.
I hope that if you are reading this, you are also aware that you are exactly where you need to be, and you are a beautiful soul.
I love you ❤️🤍🤍🤍🤍
Carmela ~Arising Spirit.